You can download this happy little song here.
This is my diabetic theme song. Maybe this is why I have not murdered people. Oreos have helped me squelch it. bg? what’s that.
(Source: sobrietymoose)
so am really sick. i started puking but went to sleep before i could really get in trouble. i haven’t eaten in two days.
depression sucks.
tomorrow i want to go to petco for the meet and greet rats event. possibly a bad idea considering i am sick partly because my baby rat died. i just hope i don’t come home with another pet.
also: after months of nothing, which is great (means my merina is working) my fucking cycle started.
here I come ER cuz that’s what happens when my body acts like a woman.
When my blood sugar is high, I get depressed. When I get depressed, I see no point in making sure my blood sugar is okay. It’s a vicious cycle.
- Anon
Patriots release defensive tackle Kyle Love after diabetes diagnosis
Kyle Love is strong in mind, but he’ll have to prove that elsewhere. (AP)
In case you had any…
*RAGES* THIS IS RIDICULOUS. THESE PLAYERS ARE FUCKING WONDERFUL and is feels like they are treated like a plague. this makes me so sad.
Dear diabetes,
I want a divorce.
I have had enough of your bullshit and it has gone on for far too long.
I never want to see you again.
Sincerely, fuck off
so my beautiful rat Narcissa had to be put down yesterday. then star trek tore my everloving everything out and killed it.
suffice to say i am a wreck and i don’t care about my bg. i have a migraine and and so depressed, lonely and sick.
im making a giant pot of creme-rise soup and drinking 33.8 fl oz of grape pediatric electrolyte with a side of beer. yeah i know…
I am so stressed over school, and it’s over too. I have no idea if my math teacher will pass me or not. which means i don’t deserve a c but… fuck I am so sick of math. an associates is just two years of logic and critical development classes.
I’m trying to care. sososososo hard. but it’s just not there…
*blush* I hope that i am a good role-model in some way. I most assuredly am not the best diabetic, i would venture to beg others to not be like me.
I know there are things we all share in common, that we need to talk about. Tumblr Diabetics have been the best thing for me in years.
there are so many awesome things for diabetics now, it’s really exciting. I hate to see new diabetics, I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. It’s hard and no one understands but us, not parents or doctors.
but if there is anything i can do, let me know, i will do my best to try and help. and thank you <3
hi steph, I’m jess xD
yeah, they thought i had Crohns for a while then Celiacs. I have to wait till I move somewhere with a medical team that knows what they are doing for anything concrete though. My hometown has no idea what to do with me, my goal is seattle, they always know whats wrong with me and treat me like a human.
thank you for talking with me about this, it was super hard to admit i have bowel problems like that.
so, i have a horrible digestive system. and sometimes when it’s acting up I wont sleep until it’s better. because i have crapped myself while asleep.
It’s so horrible to be an adult and have to worry about something you did when you were a baby. It’s so gross.
this is really hard for me to talk about. because I know most people wont understand. but i swear to god i fart when i am asleep and i wake up with shit in my pajamas. It’s to the point where i don’t like people sleeping in the same bed as me.
my goddamn ‘diabetic toilette’ is just a mess from sugar and these shits of doom, i don’t want to think about how many chemicals i put in that thing to keep it white and clean on a daily basis.
I spend days where i have stayed on the toilette for hours then passed out on my couch from the pain. like today. it wasn’t all day but enough to cramp my studying for a final i will most likely fail.
I guess I am posting this because I have no one to talk to about this. me and my other diabetic friend talk about our horrible bowel movement but never this.
